Maybe not an hobby, but this idea of not living up to my potential as really gnawed at me for the last couple of years. I think back to high school and college where I was lazy and unmotivated. I was a consistent B to C grade student. And looking back I could have gotten A's consistently(except math I suck at math lol). I was also fat with manboobs up to my second year in college hence the name bigmike. Now I am athletic and go to the gym 5-6 days a week. I won't say I love it, but I can't stand not living up to my physiques potential. And finally my career. I have a very good job as a tech level 2 in a manufacturing facility. Way above average pay and a ridiculous amount of time off to hunt. But as a kid, through high school and college, to now I always wanted to be a PA State Trooper. My hunting time would plummet dramatically, and my stress will certainly go up. But I can't help but think it's going to eat me alive when Im older, and look back on my life that I never tried. So now I have my polygraph scheduled in the next couple of weeks. Dont know if I'll get in. I already admitted to a litany of hunting laws broke as a kid into my early-mid twenties. If I'm disqualified at least I can close that door and move on finally.