A measure of misery wasn't part of your original mathematical justification.
You don't have to cause any suffering to animals by wounding them.
Your tens of thousands of killed and eaten already include substantially more animals that came to market than you personally killed in the wild. You could take to photographing big bucks instead of wounding them. Or, make those other life choices you made previous inference to, like stop supporting the indentured meat trade.
I'm not saying you should do either.
Your math highlights a proportionally small number of killed and wasted, contextualized by a large number of killed and used. This is, in a discussion of ethics, a poor comparison.
Then, lumping them altogether as just dead critters, mathematically, supports the bloodlust argument many anti-hunters lean on.
As for misery, I'm not sure how to assess that. I'm pretty sure the misery of a gut shot deer must be great. And with folks aiming at spots, I don't know how to weigh the value of a few wild months vs a few years of free range on the prairie, or if lucky beer and massage. Even if I did, that seems very situational.
I'd hate to be a chicken.
I need nutrients inside of animals to survive and be healthy. You can argue whether that’s true or not, or if it will always be. But for my math, I believe it to currently be true, at least within reason.
I want to live.
My personal ethos is to do my best to reduce suffering of sentient beings within reason.
I look at all the ways that I induce suffering on sentient beings. I do my best, in the most abstract sense, to reduce that. I take a long view of it.
If you told me that you had a magic pill that would give me all the nutrition I need, and would never have to cut down another rain forest or shoot another animal to get it, and you could show me the externalities of generating that pill did not outweigh the suffering reduction of all those critters, I’d stop huntjng on the spot.
Not that I don’t enjoy it and my heritage and what not. But that’s me being intellectually honest. I might not like it, but the trade off would be worth it to me.
I’m not a “you have to crack a few eggs to make an omelet” subscriber. I just take a realistic approach to our current reality. The universe is chaos and destruction and suffering. If I didn’t pay attention to my actions and their consequences, I would increase that destruction. Likely.
Some people believe a white haired fella in the sky is gonna whoop em with a belt for eternity if they don’t behave. That’s not so different from me thinking the universe will be whipping everything to a worse degree if I’m not doing my part to reduce the total scope of misery while I’m here.
Math that supports being lazy and not wanting to track poorly shot deer, and math that supports generally reducing suffering within the bounds of reasonableness, are not mutually exclusive.
Not sure where we’re crossing wires…