Honesty and trustworthiness is how i live
Well went to the Dr today and I need to lose about 80 Pounds and for my mental Illness I've been subscribed an Anti Depressant which is all a pretty big punch in the throat. Not to feel sorry for myself or anything . Believe me I'm tougher on myself than anyone.
I am super concerned that I once again have been put on another depression medicine because on top of quitting smoking in 2017 and the Anti Depressants I was on till around 2019 I put the 80 lbs. on.
In 2017 and 2018 I was also on testosterone treatment which I have been told probably added to this effect.
I not making excuse either I was not the most healthiest eater during this time frame but i was and still am very active.
This hunting season is pretty much past it's midway point and I have had very little time to get out. When I do have time I am so tired or unmotivated to do so I go very little. This year so far has pretty much been a complete dud to me . we do have another good 2 -1/2 months left of season but i just hope I can get something going to get out.
I put a ton of pressure on myself when it comes to hunting and I did it so bad this year my family actually had a kind of intervention with me.
It was not about hunting it was about almost everything and in short I promised i would take a complete break from the woods till after turkey week.
early season I did completely miss a giant slick head and few weeks ago i had an awesome encounter going in blind to an area I never was before.
This was exciting but, after that My mental illness for some reason took a complete crap. the darkness ad sadness just seemed to devour me.
The complete emptiness I was feeling almost every day has just about cost me everything close to me.
It is so Important to me to try to help others be successful and try to spread my knowledge through my experiences so others can learn from my mistakes.
Its been tough to do that just because I am super selective on what I am going to shoot. People always say or ask me " do you have a room of heads ? Do you ever kill anything? I always just smirk and say " Nope I'm just that bad at tree selection lol
I am definitely a bit too selective. I am not going to kill deer just to show people look what I killed. that's not good for really anyone.
If I do kill a deer I want to share how I put the puzzle together and show how they can also use what I did and maybe have that success themselves.
Not everything with me is about monetization, free products, or sponsorships, I've seen a ton of great platforms fall to the all might dollar hook.
The struggle I go through from finding where, why ,and when a certain buck uses or frequents an area doesn't come overnight or even over a season.
The process can take several seasons and Its this journey and struggle both physically and Mentally I love But, is really exhausting and to be honest I have a full time job like most and can not hunt or scout 7 days a week like very little of us can.
I do think I get burned out earlier than I did in my youth but I still love to chase and figure out how I can stay a step ahead of deer.
the hunting bug is burning still but, I do believe its a motivation thing coming from physical and Mental illness.
Why ? I just do not know and people who suffer from it know this why do i feel like this feeling.
If I knew why or what cause it we would probably be able to cure it, This is just something I need to deal with and keep fighting it.
My question is to you my friends I do not want to be on any kind of Fad diet I've tried them all.
I need low to no sugar recipes, meal measurements (portions) and very good tasting healthy things for 3 small meals and 2 quick snacks
Ive joined the gym and my subscription starts Monday so me and my cousin will be going 3 days a week.
My info is this
48
5.10
290lbs
Anyone with quick easy food prep meals easy snacks please hit me up and let me know how I can help myself with my food intake.
Portions for me need help
carb intake needs to be less
sugar intake i think should be next to nothing
balanced protein so I'm not bloated all day
Guys and gals thanks everyone for all the kind words in my first post awhile ago and thank you so much for any advice or help given to me
My goal for next September 1st is to be 220 lbs. and have the physical and mental toughness back to do with this deer hunting addiction I need to keep upand keep going I'm young and need it bad its a part of my life
Rob Loper